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Thursday, May 08, 2008

Before I Was a Soldier's Mom

Before I was a Soldier's Mom

I never tripped over a rucksack or knew the words to the Army song.

I didn't worry whether or not my child could shoot or had "zeroed up".

I never imagined saying, "Good job!" when my child told me he had jumped out of a perfectly good airplane... or when he qualified with a grenade launcher.

I could not have told you the difference between division, brigade, regiment, battalion, company, platoon or squad.

I cheered for Navy.


Before I was a Soldier's Mom

I never looked into a soldier's eyes and cried.

I didn't understand "HOOAH".

I never imagined I could be so gloriously happy over a simple "Hey, Ma."


Before I was a Soldier's Mom -

I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.

I slept all night.

I never sat up late staring at a computer screen or woke in the middle of the night just to check if the computer and cell phone were working.


Before I was a Soldier's Mom

I never knew that so few words could affect my life so deeply: Deployment. Bradley. Wounded. and I never knew the alphabet could rob me of breath: OIF. IED. RPG. WIA. KIA.

I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop my child's hurt.

I didn't weep at the sound of "Taps", the National Anthem or "American Soldier".

I never held back a scream or had my knees go weak at an unexpected knock at the door.


Before I was a Soldier's Mom -

I never had so many sisters! (and brothers) nor so many sons and daughters!

I never felt fear so completely.... and


I never felt such pride.


HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL THE MILITARY MOMS!!
FIRST YOU ROCKED THEIR CRADLES... NOW THEY ROCK THE WORLD.

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Sunday, May 04, 2008

Waiting for All My Uncles to Get Home




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Thursday, May 01, 2008

One Step Forward

One of the reasons some soldiers suffering PTSD or other mental health condition (depression, for example) do not seek treatment is their concern for the effect it could have on obtaining or retaining a security clearance. Now treatment "strictly related to adjustments from service in a military combat environment" will not be counted against the applicant (i.e., you can answer "no" to the mental health treatment question.)

From the DoD today:

Questionnaire for Security Clearances Revised

The Department of Defense, Office of Personnel Management (OPM) and the Office of Management and Budget (OMB) have approved revisions to question 21 on the Questionnaire for National Security Positions, Standard Form (SF) 86, regarding mental and emotional health counseling.

"Our people deserve the best mental health care we can provide without the fear of hurting their career in the long run," said Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff Adm. Michael Mullen. "It's time we made everyone in uniform aware that the act of reaching out for help is one of the most courageous acts -- and one of the first steps -- to reclaiming your career and future. All leaders must set an example by seeking help themselves and encouraging others to do so. Getting this question changed is a terrific first step."

Per direction of the secretary of defense, DoD components will immediately distribute the revised question 21 language for awareness and use by all DoD personnel completing the security clearance form.

Until a new SF86 is published by the OPM later this summer, the OMB has agreed to allow DoD members to use the revised version of question 21 with the current SF86.

For the text of the revised question, go HERE.


Monday, April 28, 2008

JUST IN TIME FOR MOTHER'S DAY....

Our Guys are

SINGLE

DIGIT

MIDGETS



Looking forward to those middle of the night phone calls! And I know a lot of other 3ID moms (and wives and children) who are waiting anxiously for these 15 months to come to a close... travel plans made, signs finished and the tears and hugs at the ready!!

Monday, April 14, 2008

Mister Can You Spare a "Dime"??

If you read military blogs regularly, you are probably familiar with our wild and wonderful friend Chuck Z -- a US Army Major (well, he was a lowly Captain back then) who was seriously wounded in Iraq just weeks before Noah was wounded. I have lost count of the number of Chuck's surgeries -- I think his 35th was in January. Chuck has a blog "From My Position... on the way" which was the venue through which I am privileged to know him and his beautiful and wonderful wife, Carren. When Chuck lost the use of his hands as a result of his wounding, he inspired one of his blog readers to begin the Soldiers' Angels Project Valour IT which has provided and continues to provide voice-activated laptops for wounded soldiers (many hundreds... or maybe over a thousand now??) and for which he helps raise significant sums of money.

Well, now Chuck has added another personal test and goal for himself -- to ride in the 2008 Face of America Bike Ride, a two-day inclusive bike ride from Bethesda, MD to historic Gettysburg, PA the National Naval Medical Center to honor and assist our disabled veterans returning from the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan. READ THE DETAILS FROM CHUCK (below) or go to his blog entry for April 6, 2008 to read more.

Please consider making a donation of any amount to Chuck's endeavor and PLEASE forward this to all your friends and family. If you have a corporate donations program, please consider nominating this ride. There is no worthier cause... please do it today.

THANK YOU!!
Carla, Some Soldier's Mom


From: Chuck Ziegenfuss
Subject: From My Position... hell on wheels 2008

I am participating in this, and am trying to raise between $5K (personal goal) and $10K (team goal). I am $3k short of my personal goal right now, and the event is only a scant 3 weeks away.

I am writing to not only ask for your contributions, but to also as for you to spread this information through your address books, word of mouth, web pages, and any other means at your disposal.

ANY amount, even a single dollar is appreciated. This is my personal achievement after being wounded. Completing this ride will mark almost three years or rehabilitation, over 30 reconstructive surgeries, and healing from being wounded in 2005. It is my honor to ride along with other wounded warriors. Please donate what you can, and ask others to do likewise.

Link for donations: GO HERE

More information from the website:

On May 3rd & 4th 2008 World Team Sports, working with The Walter Reed Army Medical Center, The National Naval Medical Center, The Brooke Army Medical Center, The Soldiers Angel Fund, The Severly Injured Semper Fi Fund, and others will be hosting our 2008 Face of America Bike Ride, a two-day inclusive bike ride from Bethesda, MD to historic Gettysburg, PA the National Naval Medical Center to honor and assist our disabled veterans returning from the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan.

This ride is an opportunity to welcome these disabled servicemen and women ,and able-bodied servicemen and women, as teammates and show them how much we appreciate their efforts. We will also have the opportunity to show them that they can still be a part of the TEAM.

There is no charge for any active duty servicemen or women, both able-bodied and disabled, to participate. There is a $ 400 minimum fund raising goal for all other participants. The money raised will pay for all the costs of the active duty participants, including accommodations, food, outreach, providing usage of bikes, cycling clinics,and all other costs associated with the ride.

--
Chuck Z

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Friday, April 11, 2008

Yeah, Medea… That Worked (Again)

Last month I noted how all that protesting and blocking of the entrance to the US Marine Corps Recruiting Station in Berkeley was "working" to slow down the recruitment of those poor innocent misguided youth who sought to serve their country and be a part of something so much bigger than themselves. Well, note to the Code Pinkos: Keep up the good work! And to those signing on the dotted line, a great big THANK YOU!!

DoD Announces Recruiting/Retention Numbers - March 2008

The Department of Defense announced today its recruiting and retention statistics for the active and reserve components for the month of March.


Active Duty Recruiting.

All services met or exceeded recruiting goals for the month of March (below) and have surpassed goals for fiscal 2008 to date.

March 2008

Accessions

Goal

Percent

Army

6,066

6,000

101

Navy

2,909

2,909

100

Marine Corps

2,234

1,632

137

Air Force

2,093

2,093

100

Active Duty Retention. Army and the Marine Corps retention continued with a strong showing this month; both are exceeding year-to-date goals.

Reserve Forces Recruiting. All six reserve components met or exceeded their accession goals through March 2008.

March 2008

Accessions

Goal

Percent

Army National Guard

6,048

6,040

100

Army Reserve

4,304

3,543

121

Navy Reserve

865

865

100

Marine Corps Reserve

553

553

100

Air National Guard

946

784

121

Air Force Reserve

720

719

100

Let's "Surge" Some More

Michael Yon has an OpEd in the Wall Street Journal today... Michael -- by his own admission -- is probably the most embedded journalist in Iraq AND (my opinion) the most unbiased, independent journalist who has told us everything we ever wanted -- or didn't want -- to know about the war being waged. It is an absolute MUST READ if you REALLY want to know.

I found the piece enlightening, encouraging and vindicating for those of us who have tried to keep the focus on what was happening there, the good being done, and keeping the eye on the prize of Democracy in Iraq. This one passage actually brought tears to my eyes:

Iraqis came to respect American soldiers as warriors who would protect them from terror gangs. But Iraqis also discovered that these great warriors are even happier helping rebuild a clinic, school or a neighborhood. They learned that the American soldier is not only the most dangerous enemy in the world, but one of the best friends a neighborhood can have.


If you opt to not read Michael Yon's message, consider yourself a victim of Bush derangement syndrome because you are clearly not interested in the truth. Thank you, Michael and Welcome Home!!

And if you haven't ordered a copy of Michael Yon's new book "Moment of Truth in Iraq" (due in stores April 23), go HERE (there are some autographed copies still available -- I just received mine yesterday and it's the weekend read.

Monday, April 07, 2008

Tonight We Wait...

There are things and events in our lives that we never really forget... like riding a bike. Recently, with the birth of Noah's son, Thomas, I realized it doesn't take much to wooosh you back in time and to places in your mind and heart you thought you'd long forgotten. Although it has been more than 20 years since I fed a bottle or sung a lullaby to a little bundle to coax him to sleep and then stared into that sweet cherubic face, it doesn't take much to rouse the memories and fullness of love and amazement that come with those simple acts.

Yesterday and today, I have been pushed back into the fears of waiting... wondering... anxious... dreading. The area near Our Guys was hit in an attack over the weekend... a dozen or more wounded, one KIA. Of course, there has been a communications blackout on since then and the mothers, wives, sisters, children and brothers of those serving in that area are forced into a vacuum of silence and not knowing.

I have received a number of emails from other 3ID Moms and a few wives wondering if I had heard anything or knew anything "unofficial"... they know I "know" people (but not as many as they think). I, myself, once news of the attack broke, scoured the internet and news sources for information... gleaning every little nuance from the words in print.

Others on the private forum for families of this Division posted what they had heard before the phones were locked down or that Rear Detachment said they knew no details (and that Rear D couldn't tell even if they knew pending official notification) or links to various news stories... each responding person careful to say when they heard it and from whom to allow those readers the all-important ability to reason away unreasonable fear.


I have even had one mother email and ask me how long it had taken the Army to call us when our son had been wounded. When I responded that it was 12-15 hours between the attack and the phone call, I cautioned her that I have heard of some people who were notified in just a few hours and a few that it took longer than a day to hear -- that each scenario and command and branch of the service has their own protocols and SOPs (which is something the services really need to lock down better and address!) I took great pains to build in this warning to this mother because I needed her not to rush to judgment one way or the other -- fearing that if she thought the "magic" time had elapsed then her son must be safe or if she hadn't heard by now then it must be worse news. And, of course, I strongly encourage all those waiting to speak the mantra many times and swiftly: NO.NEWS.IS.GOOD.NEWS.'CAUSE.BAD.NEWS.TRAVELS.FAST.

All the families of the military are a related "community" -- sharing a kinship with that town in Iraq by reason of the temporary residence of sons and husbands and brothers... and tonight, that community is on pins and needles. No one knows anything -- or if they do, they are wisely keeping it to themselves until it's "official". It is a large community that encompasses many forward operating bases, combat outposts, patrol bases and other installations... all are subject to the communications blackout... and none have been named in news reports so none have been excluded from the worry.

So it's back to the worrying and waiting... holding our breath until that car coming down the street passes... putting a note on the front door warning that if you are not from the Army, don't bother knocking or ringing the bell... turning up the volume on phones and instant message programs... so that each will know the minute the comm blackout is lifted... or until the phone rings... or the knock comes.

Tonight we wait... hardly daring to breathe... working diligently to keep ourselves from the "dark side" of our thoughts... waiting in the throes of the mental asthma attack that is fear for loved ones in harms way. Tonight we wait...

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Thursday, April 03, 2008

Velvet Hammer

I have written before that the Hammer Brigade (3BDE) of 3rd Infantry Division releases a "Velvet Hammer" notification when they lose one of their own. I knew (via Noah) a few days ago that Echo Company had another fallen Hero, but had to wait for the official notification before posting. Although he was not a personal friend of Noah's, he was familiar with the Sgt.

Noah said it made no difference that they were not personal friends, he was nonetheless his brother.
Sgt. Dhanoolal's death brought back significant memories and that specific type of anxiety that Noah hasn't experienced in a while. We have talked about the unit's targeted redeployment date and as for Noah (and me), it can not get here fast enough (we have been there done that before... the waiting). Rest in Peace, Sgt.

DoD Identifies Army Casualty

The Department of Defense announced today the death of a soldier who was supporting Operation Iraqi Freedom.

Sgt. Dayne D. Dhanoolal, 26, of Brooklyn, died March 31 in Baghdad, of wounds suffered when an improvised explosive device detonated near his vehicle. He was assigned to the 2nd Battalion, 69th Armor Regiment, 3rd Brigade Combat Team, 3rd Infantry Division, Fort Benning, Ga.

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Monday, March 31, 2008

Rest in Peace, Sgt.

While Noah was deployed to Iraq, there was a hoax of a soldier's capture (turned out to be photos of a toy) and I still remember the gut crunching feeling we experienced when we first heard the news. I had that same reaction when we learned of Matt Maupin's capture and I have always been pained by the purgatory of uncertainty that Sgt. Maupin's parents have endured these four years.

Today we know... and we salute Sgt. Matt Maupin as a Hero. Our prayers go out to the Maupin family and Matt's friends and brothers-in-arms. Rest easy, soldier.

We ask for your prayers for this American Hero and his family.

COME to his assistance, All you Saints of God! Meet him, you Angels of the Lord. Receive his soul, and present it to the Most High. May Christ who called you, receive you; and may the Angels lead you into the bosom of Abraham. Eternal rest grant to him, O Lord, and let perpetual light shine upon him. May the souls of the faithfully departed through the mercy of God rest in peace.

Into your hands, O Lord, we humbly entrust our brother. In this life you embraced him with your tender love; deliver him now from every evil and bid him enter eternal rest.

The old order has passed away: welcome him then into paradise, where there will be no sorrow, no weeping nor pain, but the fullness of peace and joy with your Son and the Holy Spirit for ever and ever. Amen.

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Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Oh Yeah… That Worked

The Code Pinkos and anarchists of the world are protesting and picketing the U.S. Marine Corps Recruiting Station in Berkeley... Maybe that had the exact opposite effect?? Perhaps drew attention to the fine work the USMC does?? Look at that number, Medea!

OORAH, HOOAH, BRAVO ZULU and WHOOHOO to those fine young men and women who joined!!


DoD Announces Recruiting and Retention Numbers for February 2008


The Department of Defense announced today its recruiting and retention statistics for the active and reserve components for the month of February.


· Active Duty Recruiting.

· February Monthly. All services met or exceeded recruiting goals for the month of February (below) and to date have surpassed goals for FY 2008.


February 2008

Accessions

Goal

Percent

Army

6,120

6,000

102

Navy

2,947

2,947

100

Marine Corps

1,915

1,400

137

Air Force

2,023

2,023

100


  • Active Duty Retention. Retention remains exceptionally strong in the Army and Marine Corps, both of which are exceeding goals across the board.


· Reserve Forces Recruiting.


· February Monthly. All six reserve components have met or exceeded their accession goals through February 2008.


February 2008

Accessions

Goal

Percent

Army National Guard

5,793

4,997

116

Army Reserve

3,599

3,094

116

Navy Reserve

899

899

100

Marine Corps Reserve

483

483

100

Air National Guard

700

640

109

Air Force Reserve

634

632

100


Friday, March 07, 2008

Pictorial Icons

Our local paper ran a piece in today's paper that led with 5 crudely scrawled hash marks and the title "5 Years in Iraq: Photographs recall unforgettable moments of a long war." (I don't know if that was the title it was distributed with or if a local editor's touch) by Jerry Schwartz with the Associated Press tag. Schwartz starts out with this query: "When you close your eyes and think of Iraq, what do you see in your mind's eye?

Before I launch into my rant, let me answer you Jerry. Here's what comes to mind:

copyright Michael Yon




Well, not to mention

Tommy Byrd (KIA Oct. '05)

Tim Watkins (KIA Oct. '05)

My son, Noah and Mykel Byrd, 20 yr. old widow of Tommy (photo copyright David Sanders, AZ Daily Star)


Memorial Service for SFC David Salie, Baqubah, Iraq 2005


3rd ID Warriors' Walk, Ft. Stewart (one tree for each 3ID soldier killed OIF/OEF)


Thomas Michael Martin (KIA Oct. 2007)


My youngest son wears this honor


In his "article", Schwartz talks about the "iconic" images that emerge from each war. It is a full color, full page spread. (I cannot find a link to it via google nor on the local paper's website... but if you find one, please email it to me or put it up in the comments and I'll add it to this post.) In our paper, it was a single column of text accompanied by the following pictures in full color.


(AP/Laurent Rebours)


(AP/J. Scott Applewhite)

(AP/Jean-Marc Bouju)

(AP/Los Angeles Times/ Luis Sinco)


(AP/US Militry via APTN)


The accompanying text includes the following descriptions:

"charred bodies hanging from a bridge"
"a Marine climbing a massive statue of Saddam"
"an Iraqi prisoner standing on a box"
"as much as the body counts and the sad tales of the wounded"

In discussing the images of previous wars, Schwartz first says "World War II, a triumph" and then describes the pictorial icon from that war as "Marines raising the flag at Iwo Jima". He follows that with "Vietnam, a disaster" (no... not a withdrawal forced by politicians... not a negotiated settlement... but "disaster") and follows that with his choice of iconic images as "a general executing a Viet Cong prisoner" and "a napalm-drenched, naked young girl running screaming".

When I think of the iconic images of Vietnam, these come to my mind:

Final evacuation of the US Embassy, Saigon, 1975

Skulls of some of the estimated 2 million Cambodians (30% of the population) who died by starvation, torture or execution after US withdrawal from Vietnam)

So I dashed off the following to the local paper:

We would like to express our disappointment at the publication of the "5 Years in Iraq" hit piece in [your paper] today. While the core of the article was that the images of Operation Iraqi Freedom are memorable, and featured the pictures of Saddam's grubby face, a detained father and his young son and the statue of Saddam, the accompanying text claims that the images of Abu Ghraib and the weary "Marlboro Man" and his subsequent return home to "hard times and post-traumatic stress disorder" are the most demonstrative images of "a long war". What a blatant slap at our military and their successful efforts in Iraq!

Oddly, Mr. Schwartz doesn't include or mention Michael Yon's photo of a US soldier carrying the tiny body of the dying Farah after al Queda drove a bomb into a large crowd of Iraqi children as US soldiers handed out toys and candy.

Nor did Schwartz include the principle iconic image of the young Iraqi woman broadly smiling while flashing her purple stained finger in a "V" after having been allowed to vote in the first free elections in Iraq in a half century.

Also not included are the photos of U.S. soldiers and Iraqis standing proudly in front of newly opened and refurbished hospitals, schools and clinics.

If the Associated Press and Mr. Schwartz wanted to show "iconic" images of the "long war" in Iraq, they should also have showcased photos of Saddam's torture chambers, the mass graves and the decadent and lavish palaces of Saddam and his henchmen that were built while the Iraqis starved and lacked basic medical care.

We don't quibble that there have been horrific and regrettable moments and photos from Iraq, but there are two sides to the story of this war that the AP and many of its writers routinely neglect to tell and that papers like [yours] perpetuate when they publish such once-sided features. We are especially offended by the slanted and scurrilous conclusion of the article that "... photos of caskets have become commonplace, as the funerals go on and on." In the future, if [your paper] has a need to fill space, we expect your staff to resist using such inflammatory fill and present a more balanced report.

As the parents of a soldier wounded in Iraq (now medically discharged) and of an active duty sailor, and the sponsors of a number of 3rd Infantry Division soldiers currently serving (their 3rd deployment) in Iraq, we find it deeply offensive to have such a lopsided FULL PAGE hit piece in your paper while our young men and women are still in harm's way.

Sincerely,


And, yes, I did include the images I referenced. I'm certain they won't publish the pictures, but I'm hopeful they will publish the text.

I guess what really got me was that Jerry Schwartz picked these images -- that represent HIS view of the war in Iraq and wants them to be my images and everyone's memories of the war. However, with the Internet and the variety of sources available -- including the photos of those we know who have served -- we each have our own "pictorial icons" of the war in Iraq. I don't want Jerry Schwartz and the AP telling me that these are them. If the AP is going to pick 5 or 6 images, there are many more I'd choose to represent the war than those of Schwartz.

So I ask the question: When you close your eyes and think of Iraq, what do you see in your mind's eye?

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Pure Crap: Veterans' Mental Health Treatment First Act

Updated with additional links 2/27/08
My friend Maggie pointed me to this Opinion Piece (thanks Maggie!)

Sally Satel, a resident scholar at the American Enterprise Institute (just what is a resident scholar?? Do they LIVE there?) wrote this opinion piece for the Wall Street Journal in which she (once again) posits that veterans who receive disability compensation for the VA have no incentive to receive treatment... that, in effect, if you compensate an individual for his mental health disability, you are paying him to be ill.

And don't be fooled by this statement in the OpEd: "Last year the Government Accountability Office, the President's Commission on Care for America's Returning Wounded Warriors, and the Veterans' Disability Benefits Commission all urged that the disability, compensation and rehabilitation benefits systems be reformed and updated." While it's true that the GAO and these two commissions recommended many reforms, THIS legislation is not in response to those recommendations to come out of the reports and studies. This is just one of Dr. Satel's little pet theories she's willing to try out on Veterans. I watched her testimony before the House Veterans' Affairs Committee last May and pointed out
Dr. Satel's (and others') clueless testimony then.

This scholar (how do you get to be designated a "scholar" and I'm not clear exactly what subject she is actually a "scholar"... Does a 5-year medical residency -- where PTSD may have been one of any number of neuropsychiatric disorders afflicting her patients make you a scholar on the many manifestations of combat-induced PTSD?? I digress.) Dr. Satel -- whose admirers love to cast her as the maverick challenging the establishment (how terribly '60's!) -- has been carping ("that posttraumatic stress disorder is a straightforward diagnosis... She questions... and speculates on why they are perpetuated. The case of combat veterans will be discussed with emphasis on the implications for failing to consider alternative explanations (and treatments) for post event phenomena." Yah.) and whining about PTSD in veterans for many years. This latest pronouncement in the WSJ is nothing more than a position she (and the Senator) have been promoting for a number of years (see the VA Watchdog site; see also, this Vietnam Veterans of America article.) Only this time they're disguising it as the Veterans' Mental Health Treatment First Act (Search S.2573 at www.thomas.gov for brief text.)

They like to characterize this latest proposed legislation as "helping wounded veterans" -- but that is far from the truth. For a person who has decried the "victimization" mentality, she and the Senator are doing a damn fine job of victimizing veterans with PTSD.

It is clear that this woman DOES NOT GET IT. Her AEI biography says she worked as "Staff psychiatrist, West Haven (CT) VA Medical Center, 1988-1993" although the Wiki bio says, "She completed her residency in psychiatry at Yale University between 1988 and 1993" so I assume she conducted her residency at the VA (that means she graduated from medical school and got to "practice" at the VA. Other than her political appointments and testimony before government agencies, it appears her only other work as a psychiatrist (per the NYTimes) is a sum of "12 hours a week as a psychiatrist at Dr. Clark's [Oasis] methadone clinic in northeast Washington." Oh... and she was a professor and is now a lecturer. Oh. Author. Although in her testimony before various Congressional Committees she says she "formerly worked with disabled Vietnam veterans", it is apparent she never listened to those vets. And it's clear she has no clue about patients coming directly or near-directly from the military to the VA.

While I find something rational in her reservations about veterans who 25 or 40 years after their military service suddenly develop PTSD) she has certainly never worked in a military setting when she says, "Judging an individual to be doomed to a life of invalidism before he has even had a course of therapy and rehabilitation is drastically premature, even reckless." [emphasis added]

I don't challenge the portion of her latest (2005) tome, "
One Nation Under Therapy: How the Helping Culture Is Eroding Self-Reliance" which she posits that a diagnosis of PTSD is too often assigned to people who just can't seem to deal with life's little annoyances (like minor auto accidents and moviegoers who have seen The Exorcist), but I can hardly imagine that anyone the VA has found to be disabled to a significant degree by PTSD is lounging around on that stipend and refusing to work.

First off, Dr. Satel, no one who has been found to be suffering from PTSD (or sought treatment for it) while in the service has simply been handed a ticket out of their commitment and then handed a check. There are evaluations, counseling and treatment requirements -- in both the military and the VA. If someone has been found unfit for duty as a result of his or her PTSD, they have been through more evaluations, counselings and reports than are ever required of anyone in the civilian sector. And, if they have been judged to be 100% disabled as a result of PTSD or some other mental impairment -- trust me, THEY ARE NON-FUNCTIONING. They are not just sitting around waiting for the check to come in... and they are most definitely not sitting around thinking, "Well I must be an invalid for the rest of my life because the government is paying me to be an invalid."


In her most recent OpEd, Satel says that $2,500 a month is nice for a struggling vet... and t
hen goes on to say how detrimental this disability payment is, "By abandoning work, the veteran deprives himself of its therapeutic value: a sense of purpose, distraction from depressive rumination, a structure to each day, and the opportunity for friendships." You're kidding, right? Lady, you frick'n need to visit the real world on occasion. Other than the 100% disabled veteran, you assume that a veteran with PTSD is just sitting at home and NOT working. I have news for you, Doctor: Few veterans receive a 100% disability rating for their PTSD and few get even a 50% rating (which would translate to less than $750 per month)... for a 30% disability they would receive $348 per month. And you think they can afford to sit home and ruminate depressively? I also posit that if an OIF/OEF veteran has received a 100% disability, it was/is most likely as a result of a combination of his/her physical conditions and less for [claimed] mental impairments [if any]. The VA Compensation tables are here. See for yourself.

The people with whom I am personally familiar that have PTSD (whether mild or chronic and officially diagnosed or not) want principally to get on with their lives... but above all, they want to NOT have the symptoms of PTSD. All find their own ways to cope: counseling... medications... drinking... hard physical activity... sleeping with the light on... a combination of things. But I can assure the good doctor that these vets are not sitting around watching the soaps, eating bonbons and waiting on the direct deposit. Are there exceptions? Sure.

Dr. Satel in this current OpEd says, "Remarkably, something essential is missing from the claims process: treatment." No, it's not. Treatment is available for every Veteran who wishes it. And veterans who claim a service-connected disability for PTSD have to be evaluated by a clinician -- they have to have real symptoms and credible evidence that their service was a cause. Does the criteria for long-delayed claims (25 or 30 years later?) need to be revised? Probably. But this legislation doesn't address that problem.

I am highly uncomfortable not only with with Dr. Satel's 2005 pronouncement that "...the VA must beware of the disability trap: Veterans should not be urged to obtain long-term disability payments for at least two years after their return from overseas. In most circumstances, psychiatric conditions will be temporary. Moreover, generous disability payments provide an economic incentive to remain ill. In fact, work is often good therapy, providing structure, a sense of purpose and social opportunities" but also with her continued 2006 assault, "With a new generation of soldiers returning from Iraq and Afghanistan, the Veterans Affairs Department needs to look at post-traumatic stress disorder in a new way: the department must regard it as an acute but treatable condition." [emphasis added.] Treatable? Yes... although not always successfully and not always completely. And.Not.Curable.

And back in 2006 Satel proclaimed that, "Only in rare instances should veterans be eligible for lifetime disability..." So, let's follow Dr. Satel's logic: if a veteran loses a leg, the military or the VA provides a prosthetic and the Veteran learns to walk again, should we also end their disability compensation because they have been treated although not cured??

Dr. Satel and the Senator forget the principle of Veterans' Disability Compensation:
The purpose of VA disability compensation benefits is to compensate veterans who suffer from disability related to service for an average impairment of earning capacity related to their disability. 38 U.S.C.A. § 1155 (West 1991); 38 C.F.R. Part 4 (2002). [emphasis supplied]

Is the VA a perfect system? Hell no. But there are much more meaningful changes and modifications that have been recommended that will help it improve.

Are there those who take advantage of the system? Well yes. As with any system, once you know the rules you can beat it... but there are few (and Dr. Satel is one) who believe the fraud is widespread. Do we need to be sure that benefits are paid to those who truly need them? Of course. But this legislation does nothing of the sort.

Do we need a whole 'nother system of applying, certifying and paying? Hell No. Veterans already complete reams of paper work and forms for everything they do: getting into the services, seeking medical treatment in the services, leaving the services, getting into the VA system, and receiving care in the VA system. Veterans do not need one more layer of bureaucracy and paper work. The VA is not a welfare organization -- it is a system to reward (as in GI Bill, VA loans, small business incentives...) and to care for and compensate VETERANS when they need it. They have earned it.

Will this program actually encourage Veterans to get treatment and reduce the stigma of seeking treatment? Highly unlikely and No.

This proposed legislation should be sh*tcanned. The Senator would better spend his time trying to get legislation that is tied up in committee that actually responds to recommendations OUT of committee and before the Congress. And the money that would go to fund this useless piece of feel-good-does-nothing legislation would be better spent paying back the poor veterans who have had to REPAY the military branches for their medical severance payments or